Sing Your Song

I feel terrible. Terrible is just the word to describe it. I have never felt worse on a Christmas day. Christmas has always been sweeeeeet for me! Up till this year. 1.        I have to STUDY! during Christmas 2.        We didn’t have open house this year 3.        We didn’t have church service on Christmas! What?? Yea. So we went to Full Gospel Church 4.        Everyone is just in a bad mood 5.        We didn’t go give presents to bless the people at the nursing home 6.        Had a tiff with my brother (as usual) 7.        Even decorating the Christmas tree seemed dreadful 8.        I REALLY SHOULDN’T HAVE CAME BACK FOR CHRISTMAS The only good thing was the fact that I received more Christmas greetings and wishes than I expected. Okay, get a grip. Its all about perception. But Christmas is not about how I celebrate it. Its about who I’m celebrating. How would Jesus feel? How would he feel when He knows I am being unhappy because of all the minor detail

This week is the last week of semester one before the 3 weeks holiday and then MAJOR exam! how has this week been for you?  This week has been quite a bad week for me. wanna know why? here it goes. Ever felt disappointed? ever felt like you're being taken for granted? I did. I JUST did. i'm glad at least i have that experience of being taken for granted, rather than being like a lamb not knowing anything, then come walking into the lion's den.  Sometimes, i expect a lot from others because i did the same for them and i thought its only natural that they do the same for me. but i was wrong. Not everyone is as concerned. Not everyone is considerate, not everyone thinks about me, not everyone thinks for me. that made me really sad. i was sad, disappointed, angry. i felt like just giving up. I dont like the idea of being taken for granted, the idea of being invisible, the idea of playing any side role. Since young, i am always given the limelight by my parents, my fa

Year 2012 is going to be history! what have i done this year? This year has been a year of the clear display of God's plans for my life. I had great plans for myself about how i'm going to spend the next year and how i'm going to lead my life and about who my friends are going to be. but the Lord has a bigger picture. He has a greater purpose for me. Skills I developed this year: 1. I never knew i can accept people who get on my nerves! people who just piss me off with certain things they do. selfish or inconsiderate or just plain annoying. but I've learn to embrace them as they are. Yes, i might dislike some things of them but if i cant do anything about it, I just have to learn to love them and pray for them. which is quite a hard thing to do. Cause, I have never acted in this manner. Praying for those i really dislike? ahhahha. so not my thing. But the Lord has taught me to love them even more as they are more in need than i am. Really thank God for such a skill

Everyone says its important to keep a blog, and so here i am. publishing my first blogpost for viewing.  Just for updates, I am currently pursuing my medical degree,  at Perdana uni, the place i wanna be  So keeping up with the paces is not easy as it seems  but i really hope i'll be able to live up to my dreams  Hahahah! how does that sound for a start?  Till then :)