25 Dec 2012



I feel terrible. Terrible is just the word to describe it.

I have never felt worse on a Christmas day. Christmas has always been sweeeeeet for me! Up till this year.
1.       I have to STUDY! during Christmas
2.       We didn’t have open house this year
3.       We didn’t have church service on Christmas! What?? Yea. So we went to Full Gospel Church
4.       Everyone is just in a bad mood
5.       We didn’t go give presents to bless the people at the nursing home
6.       Had a tiff with my brother (as usual)
7.       Even decorating the Christmas tree seemed dreadful
8.       I REALLY SHOULDN’T HAVE CAME BACK FOR CHRISTMAS
The only good thing was the fact that I received more Christmas greetings and wishes than I expected.

Okay, get a grip. Its all about perception.
But Christmas is not about how I celebrate it. Its about who I’m celebrating. How would Jesus feel? How would he feel when He knows I am being unhappy because of all the minor details? His birth itself is already a reason to be JOYFUL!
Yeap! I’m going to change my perception about what I’m going through. Be strong and courageous. If I’m going to let all these minor details pull me down, I am never gonna start my journey as a warrior!

Jesus would feel sad because His birthday is no more about Him but bout how I feel, how I celebrate, how many present I got! This is so stupid. I really shouldn’t have made it all about us. I keep reminding myself its not about us, but still unconsciously fall into that SAME TRAP! Time to snap out of it!

So, MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS! May the birth of our Jesus be a reason to be joyful!

Comments

  1. Eunice ThamDecember 26, 2012 at 2:12 AM

    Aww girl you should drop by at my house when you come to Full Gospel Church. It is so near to my house and I can make you happpy! hehe. :) By the way, cheer girl and Merry Christmas! :)

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